Esther Blanchett

Is that how it felt like to love and trust someone so completely, unquestioningly? I suppose, compared to an angel's love and faith God, ours pale in comparison. Is that what it felt like to have powers? To know that you could do something. Though such powers should be used for a cause.

Um... is it just me, or are there more people around?

[ Private || Dietrich's Codes ]

I cannot help but think back of what we have discussed.

I will bless the Lord at all times,
his praise will continually be in my mouth.
My soul makes its boast in the Lord,
Let the humble hear and be glad.
Oh magnify the Lord with me
And let us exalt his name together.


[ooc; Because Dietrich convinced her to match him, Esther is now an angel... more in specifc, the archangel Gabriel. Psalm 34: 1-3]

I wish this curse day will end soon. While I know it is a curse, it is still rather... disorientating to see rotting cor-people walking about.

N-Nill? Is there anything I could help you with?

[Filtered to Dietrich]

Dietrich?

We have not given Nill a proper welcome yet. Should we do something to make her feel more at ease?


[ooc; Just when I announced my return, my internet decide to die on me >/ Sorry to everyone who was looking for me through the weekend. Annnnnnnd, Karu. I am assuming that Esther and Nill should know one another by now. :D;;; Strikes deleted.]

Though the sight of celebration is everywhere, it makes me uneasy when the sun is not rising... I am sure the vampires will be taking advantage of this and be out feeding. I should do something about it.

[Private || Unhackable – Dietrich’s codes]

I just remembered that I promised Father Nightroad that I will talk to him last week.

… I-I do not know if I should remind him. If he does not remember, it may all for the better. I wonder if I will have the courage to face him, especially after that day.

I want to listen to his explanation… though it may be lies.

[ooc; Strikes deleted]

I...

What is this feeling?

Dietrich.

[ooc; Guess who had some chocolates?]

Dietrich...

Are you alright? Why do you look so upset?

...

And what is this man doing in our apartment and all bruised up?

[ooc; Strikes deleted]

Is everyone alright?! Do you need any help?

[Private || Unhackable - Dietrich's codes]

This is a good distraction, at least then, you do not need to think about... that thing.

THAT IS NOT FATHER NIGHTROAD!!

Father Nightroad is a dork who trips over his own feet! He inhales his food is probably going to die from diabetes. He- he cannot be that monster.

I want so hard to believe in him. But it seems I was betrayed again.

[ooc; Esther has been having nightmares every night over Azael/Crusnik!Abel]

It is true after all…

[Private to Dietrich || Unhackable – Dietrich’s codes]

Dietrich… you were right. Father Nightroad is a monster after all. I am sorry I doubted your words.

[Private || Unhackable - Dietrich’s codes]

How can I face him after this? Knowing what he is… knowing what he wishes for the world? And I thought he was different... his words to me at the time. Were they are false as well?


[ooc; Abel has done it. Esther freaked.]

I do not know what I should believe in now...

[Private to Lady Caterina Sforza & AX || Hackable]

Erm... If you are free anytime next week, I would like to have a meeting and listen to what you have to say. I still find it hard to believe what you have said the other day, but why is this so hard to say? I will hear you out.

[ooc; Strikes deleted. Due to this, this and this, Esther is torn as to who to believe now.]

[Private || Hackable]

How did I get myself into this position? A date?! A DOUBLE-DATE?! With Dietrich AND Radu?

...

[ooc; Shall we log the double-date after Herit returns from her hiatus?]

Dietrich, Radu, Lyra and… Ion. I hope you like sunflowers. I got some to brighten up the apartment!

[Private || Hackable]

I am not sure whom to believe anymore...

Lady Caterina admitted that it was her mistake, but I hesitate not trust her words. How could I trust someone that I only exchanged one comment with? The things she said sound a little too farfetched. I am just an ordinary girl from Istvan… not this heir to the Throne of Albion that she says I am.

This is just like a story right out of a fairytale… except I know that unlike in fairytales, a happily ever after has a one in a million chance of happening.

But she seems to really believes in what she just said… She even told me she was ill…

THIS IS GOING NOWHERE, ESTHER! You are just going back to step one. For all you know, Lady Caterina just had one too many glasses of wine!

This is absurd, why am I still thinking about it?!

Lady Caterina left you! She may have been a little shorthanded then, but that was no excuse All I need was a location! I could have walked there myself. I am not exactly an invalid… and Dietrich was not exactly stopping me.

JUST STOP IT ALREADY, WOULD YOU? YOU ARE JUST GOING ROUND AND ROUND IN CIRCLES!

R-Radu... er... I got something for you. I hope you like it.

[Private || Hackable]

A vampire?! Really Esther, of all people to fall for, you fall for someone who has an intense dislike for humans as well as a nasty disposition. Well, but he has been acting nicer these days.

But still, I do not really understand why he has to move into the next apartment. I know he has a friend here… and his friend is rather unstable.

[ooc; Esther has got a rather huge crush on Radu as you can see XD;; Her love shall not be requited though, the poor girl. That, and Dietrich has already explained Ion to her and that he is not very stable.. Oh! If Radu gives Esther’s present to Caterina… just do not expect it to be very nice… her cooking is bad. Feel free to feel sick XO]

I suppose it is time for me to leave the sanctuary of the apartment and meet people. The few that I have the luck to meet happens to be nice people. I have been hiding and moping here for far too long!

Hm?

Why do I taste of Mint ice-cream?

[Private || Hackable]

The vampire Radu and Dietrich has been acting... rather out of character yesterday. Why is Radu being so nice all of a sudden? Where did he disappear to for the past 2 weeks? Both him and Dietrich returned back to the apartment injured… why did Dietrich not bring me along? I am not helpless… he of all people should know that by now…

Dietrich…

Why did he ask such a question?

But enough about that, Esther! There is no point brooding over things.

[ooc; Strikes = deleted. And yes, Esther is finally tired of hiding. Hopefully, this would mean that I will be more active with her.]

Someone! ANYONE that knows anything about medicine and healing... could you please take a look at Dietrich? I don't know what is wrong with him, except that he is very ill.

Please.

Don't leave me alone here.

[ooc; Strikes deleted... and the mun is braindead from work Esther is panicking, so don't expect her to be very coherent]

… why is there a girl bleeding on the couch?! This is your doing, isn’t it?

[Private || Hackable]

Father Nightroad said… he did not know me. Well, it is to expected, seeing that he came from a different time, but his words… it hurt more that I had thought it would.

From where he was taken, he has not made his promise to me. Does that mean that I am alone again? I want to go back.

Private || Made unhackable by Dietrich

I am glad to see that Dietrich seems to be doing better these past few days. He is almost back to him old self again. I am glad that he bounced back so quickly, but why do I have this nagging feeling in me?

[ooc; While she is generally glad that Dietrich is himself again, Esther could not help but be suspicious that Dietrich recovered a little too quickly from this.]

Private to Radu || Hackable [made unhackable by Dietrich]

YOU!

HOW DARE YOU DO SUCH A THING TO HIM, ESPECIALLY AFTER DIETRICH HAS BEEN SO NICE TO YOU!!

[ooc; Esther is very, very upset by this. She doesn't know Radu well enough and she is convinced that Dietrich is trying his best to change ^^;; Depending on how it goes, Esther may er... invest in a firearm and hunt Radu down >.>;;;]

...

...

...

WHY IS EVERYTHING AROUND ME FLOATING?!!

OH!!!

*sounds of things crashing*

H-How... HOW DO YOU STOP THIS THING?! I'm very sorry, Dietrich

[ooc; Esther got Alessa's [alessalearnt] telekinetic powers... it is safe to say that she has no idea how to control or use it... and she is panicking, which doesn't really help the situation any. Dietrich apartment = a mess. Alessa-mun? Do give me a poke if anything is out?]

I... where am I?

What is this place?

Father Nightroad? Father... Tres?

WHAT IS THIS PLACE?!

... is- is that you Father Nigthroad? This is not funny, you know.



[ooc; She's so lost and probably panicking in the wild :D;; From a beautiful kept garden to a maze of trees with questionable creatures.]